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Category : Adventures

Weekend Pics

At the risk of being repetitive, here’s who we had over for coffee and birdseed this weekend.

And, that greatest of midwestern traditions, the Garage Sale.  We’re finally rid of all our old stuff. Thanks go out to James and Heather, who were our erstwhile and exhausted partners in the little venture.

Happy Monday, people. Let’s be careful out there.

Have I Mentioned That We Bought A House?

After a call from Earl Newton tonight, I realized that I might not have written about our move. To stem the confusion, here are the facts:

  • We bought a house.
  • It’s in Medina, OH, which is about forty-five minutes from where we currently live.
  • There is no job change for me involved.
  • My wife is taking a faculty position at the Music Settlement, where she will be teaching fiddle.
  • The kids are very excited.
  • The parents are also very excited.
  • We got it for an excellent price.
  • It’s in a wonderful neighborhood where the kids can walk to school.
  • Lots of mature trees.
  • I have a shed I will be transforming into an office.
  • We take possession on June 30th.
  • We move in on July 2.

I will post pictures as I’m able.

Weekend Agenda

The movers are scheduled. The paperwork is nearly complete. The down payment is saved and we’re ready to make the the move into the new house. All that remains is the packing.

We’ve been packing steadily for the last three weeks, and thankfully, we’re nearly done. The move to/from Los Angeles helped us trim our belongings to a manageable truckload, so it’s really not so bad. Moving out of a house we owned for a decade was much more difficult.

Today is all about packing up my office, including my sound equipment. The new house will not have an office per se, at least, not until I run power to the shed in the backyard. Yes, you heard me…I’ll have an outbuilding to convert into my little man-pit. My wife is debating whether the lock will go on the inside or the outside of the door. She’s just so adorable, don’t ya think?

Other items on the agenda: a piano recital for my youngest daughter, packing, cleaning out my car, packing, prep lists for our family vacation to Kure Beach, NC in late June, packing, and packing.

I might also be packing, if I have time.

Side note: This warrants more of a post, but the first issue of Lightspeed Magazine was outstanding. I highly recommend you pick it up.

For Memorial Day, I went to the birthplace of Superman.

I drove to a neighborhood called Glenville on the east side of Cleveland.  There, at 10622 Kimberly Ave, is former home of one Jerry Siegel. It was in this house where he and his buddy Joe Shuster created on of the greatest icons in world culture.

This is the place where Superman was born.

Last year, author Brad Meltzer and a group of comic fans raised over $100,000 to renovate the birthplace of the most famous fictional character of the twentieth century. He pointed out, quite fairly, the City of Cleveland was letting the house rot, and that it was going to come down to the fans to save it.

And save it, they did.

Now, there’s a sign out front, and a plaque that tells you what you’re looking it.  But unless you knew to come here, you’d never know it existed.

The house is both inspirational and heartbreaking at the same time.  It’s wonderful that a bunch of people pitched in to raise money to save it. At the same time, the neighborhood is a mess. The vacant, boarded-up houses nearby are rotting; one had a sign to ward off looters: “NO COPPER. PVC PLUMBING ONLY.”

There are no fast food joints here. No large-chain gas stations. No Seven-Elevens. Hardly any business at all.

If there was ever a place that needed a hero, Glenville is it.

And yet, sitting there in my car, looking at the house, I was inspired. Two kids, two poor, frustrated, hormone-addled high-school kids created something wonderful there. That deserves some respect. That deserves some homage; some reverence.

Superman’s fame isn’t tawdy; it isn’t cheap. Unlike Batman, it isn’t born from angst and darkness. Superman is one of the most rare creations, he’s famous for being the Good Guy. There’s a purity to Superman that is utterly lacking in in most pop culture icons. It’s his signature, his staying power; it’s why people still look to this fictional character with hope.

These two kids took a man and gave him three things: 1) Morals, 2) Strength, and 3) Bulletproof Skin1.  That’s it. That was the formula. Hardly original. in fact, other parts of the Superman myth were cribbed entirely from other sources. Doc Savage, for instance, was known as the Man of Bronze and had a Fortress of Solitude. Superman was not created in a vacuum…he was a mashup of things that came before, and he is greater than the sum of his parts.

As a creative guy, this gives me hope. There is a myth of originality that creative folks cling to, as if there is anything new under the yellow sun. All we can do is remix and recast not only without shame, but also without guile.

And greatness? Superman achieved worldwide acclaim and recognition. The Siegel and Shuster families, however, have been fighting for the rights to Superman for years.

And the house in Glenville, where the two boys drew on old pieces of wallpaper, nearly passed away entirely.

The house serves as both inspiration and cautionary tale. It is both despair and hope, both dread and faith.

And between those, it endures.

Just like all of us.

(Click below to read the plaque)




  1. In the beginning, he couldn’t fly. He could only leap.[back]

Packing Music

Today’s selections courtesy of my music library. Perfect for sunday morning house packing. (Click for readable copy)